Saturday, August 22, 2009

Treasure (Un)earthed !!

Few days back, I was getting bored on one of the weekends...as most of the places were unsafe to go and have fun...courtesy swine flu. So I just thought of making some changes to my room...as in looks and all. I started with re-arranging my books / notebooks that I had used last few years...( I love keeping few of my old books and note books with me...as they remind me of my childhood or teen-age...when the life was much more exciting as compared to what it is now). While flipping the pages of one of my older books, a folded sheet of paper popped out of it and fell down on the floor. I picked it up and looked at it. It took me less than a second to realize what it was. It evoked poignant memories of my sophomore years. This sheet of paper belonged to a diary that my elder brother had given to me when I was in 9th standard...telling me to get into the habit of daily diary writing. I never was able to cultivate that habit and after few failed attempts the diary was thrown in one corner of my room and was not touched until I read my first book, The God of small things. I was very much inspired by the book and something in me impelled me to write. I wanted to give myself a try at writing. I picked up the same diary and started thinking about a good topic to start with. And then one good evening, I wrote my first poem named - Safalta. To my surprise, everybody in my family appreciated it and I was savouring my first tryst with writing. Few days later followed Raah...and few more...and then the very next year, in the pressure to excel in 10th standard, I somehow, unconciously, left that habit behind me.

And the sheet of paper that had popped out was the one carrying these two poems. I felt as if a treasure was unearthed...but after few minutes...another thought struck me...may be a treasure was earthed (buried) some years ago. How many such treasures do we bury in the zeal to go ahead in the rat race...numerous!!...We wish to be successful, rich, known, etc but in that quest, we are actually burying the God gifted treasures that we have. Stop for a little while and have a look around. People who are successful and rich ( in the broader sense of the word) are actually the ones who opted to sharpen one or more of these treasures and delved deep into it...followed it and pursued it till they pushed it into the REALMS OF MAGIC !!...and guess what !!...just ask a simple question to yourself - "Who you have ever dreamt to be like?"...and in most of the cases the answer will be a person who was indifferent to the rat race and who relied upon one of these God gifted treasures. Isn't it?

:)

Anyways, below are the two poems that were my first two - "Safalta" and "Raah".

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Raah...Path

ae manushaya, tu badhta chal
iss jeevan ki raah par
paar karta chal har mushkil
bade se bade kahar ko kuchal

kabhi thakna nahi iss raah par
yeh sabse mehatv-purn hai
jab mushkilon se jeevan bane mushkil
to samajhna yeh aakhiri mushkil hai

jiss tarah surya-grahan par
dheere dheere banta hai andhera
jab andhera ho apne uttchatav par
tabhi phir hota he savera

kai chale iss raah par
kai bichhdhe iss raah se
kai saathi naye mile
kai choote beech raah mein

kintu pathik tu mat rukna
iss jeevan ki raah par
kisi sankat se mat jhukna
swayam par sadaa vishwaas kar

jo daraa iss rah par sankaton se
veh haara hi kehlayega
jo chala ni-darr sahaasi ban
veh sikandar ban jayega

~ Anuj (October, 99)

Safalta...Success

jab maine chalna seekha
jeevan ko jeena seekha
tabhi mein neeche gira
sukh se pehle dukh mila
dukh milne ke baad phir
mein utha aur badha phir
lekin aage phir gira
issi tarah chalna seekha
jeevan ko jeena seekha...

aage mile kitne kankar
jo the pehle se bhi bhayankar
dekh jinko darraa phir
aage jab mein bada phir.

yaad aayi jab manzil
to socha inhein paar karoon
socha aur mein kar gaya
aur aage badhta chala gaya

chalte chalte raat hui
na jaana kya baat hui
jiss se sukh ka matlab jaana
sukh ko humne bhi pehchaana

veh sukh mila uss khushi se
jo manzil ko dekh mili
ek badi si muskurahat
mere honthon par khili
mujhe wo safalta mili
jo mujhe chahiye thi
yeh meri subah thi

~Anuj (Aug,99)